firstly, i hate to, but i have to start off wif this,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VONNE!
LOLS.oh well, its jus basic courtesy..x))

hahs. i strained my right hand at a perfectly-nice timin. the prelims. oh well, just my luck. i wore a sth like a handguard lar.and my cute classmates were like, 'ALI! wat happened to your hand?' lols. der paper was,ALRITE larr. lols. okie, nvm, its over.. so as long as you think you can, you can! hahs.

caught some ppl goin bird shooting today.. oh damnit.
cant you jus stop doint things dat hurt yourself and ppl hu care for you?

after sch, we celebrated vonne's bday. i followed her home while de other went to get to cake.. hahs. in order to buy time, i dragged her for lunch 1st.. i was like SOOOO full after dat larr. and the others managed to gang up wif her mum, and der waited in her hse to suprise her. due to vonne being a SUPER SENSITIVE person, somehow she expected sth. lols. =x

i ate ALOT today. hahs. and we went crazy at vonne's hse. video-takin and rapin sessions.. we almost turned her hse upside down. jesse and col are both pervertic sex maniacs. and huat is a non-stop laughin machine. omg. lols. the scene was pretty obscene and terrible.. lucky it was all girls~. lols.

my dream is to be an interior designer and when bestie wanna open a restuarant, i'll be in-charge of its design. cool uh? =))

i finally realised how much my mum love me.. I LOVE YOU.=)

somehow my presence doesnt matter anymore. she's all you need.. isnt it? yup.


sometimes we just noe de final ans, but wo chose to to accept it.

horoscope today::
A difficult friend could test your patiance today and you'll be inclined to overreact a little.

oh well, its pretty true, or shld i say, very true. hais sad but true.

Okay, i noe i shldnt be bloggin but i cant resist the temptation anymore larr. x( BUT, i did study this few days alrite.. lols. not very intensive, but better den nth alrite. lalas. i duno, im just so highh~!

hahs, oh god, can someone jus help me plss? VONNE IS ILL-TREATIN ME! lols. N huat, jian shi bu jiu. HAIS. wat a fren! hahs. LOLS. but after some talk, i found my new motivation again. hahs. hope it works. i'll work towards dat, hope dat comes true. =)) lalas. ilu!

oh rite, blardy hell, if you call yourself a FRIEND, i shall agree, BUT, you've gotta noe, you are the worst that one can ever get. COME ON, some self reflection pls.

im not gonna msg you anymore.
im not gonna bring myself down antmore.
im not gonna make myself a fool again.


i waited. the rain stopped. but you didnt show up..

it tink its time to leave this blog alone for sometime.. x( i have no choice, but i need to start muggin..

i finally took my oral..even thou i dont tink its well done, but its okie, i feel dat i finally put down a heavy load.. lols. =))

the talk with the principal reali enlighten me alot.. lols. i juz realised dat im under-performin for 3 grades. LOL. wat a BIG drop ehh. hahs. but im gonna catch it back, i want my 2 backk =))

hahs. i LOVE my DEAR LOSER audrey.. =)) hahahas. oh ya. not forgetin loser no.2. x))

STUPID BESTIE. BIG BIG BIG BIG LOSER! x)))) lalalas.

we were at the same place watchin der fireworks blast off.. but its just dat, you werent by my side..

got back my chinese results on fri..my 1st reaction was, BUANG! wth i got a B3. ive been strugglin wif either to give it another shot or not.. but i guess i have no choice but to go for it.. if i cant get an A for my chi, wats more for my other subjects? ive got support frm my frens, my dad and my sis.. mom, how i wish you could gimme ur support too.. i have to do well dis time.. at the same time cope wif the other subjects.. i noe i dun have much time left.. i dun wana disappoint myself..

col and drey came over to my hse ytd.. we intended to study but dat dumb turtle went mad.. i guess she did nth. at least drey n i did sth.. and i wont be suprised if one day, col have a bed to herself im my room.. lols.x)

after dat we headed down to cityhall.. met up wif jesse and huat for fireworks-watchin.. der fireworks were AWESOME. but the trees SUCK. alot of ppl was like, 'can someone chop down der trees?' LOL. but with der tip-toein and everythg, we managed to see at least, 1/4 of it? hahs. and one thing for sure, I FCUKIN HELL HATE CROWDED PLACES.

had a late talk with bestie last nite.. i asked a favour from him.. and somehow he turned it down.. yup. i cant blame him.. i noe he'll help me if he could, but mayb dis is reali a MI bahh.. dere's no way its gonna happen.. im not gonna force bestie into helpin me, cus i dun wanna put him i a difficult position.. dat person is reali a hardcore character.. x(


DONT YOU MENTION FATE WITH ME..
its in our hands but yet you always chose to follow der way it is..
OUR FATE just lies within your YES and NO .

WOO. the anger drove my to tears

i wish i could kill you like the lamb. insensitive creature.

OKAY FINE, its the THIRD day. oh well.. like you care..

went out wif my girlfriends ytd. =) shopped a lil and watched a lil fireworks.. yupp. somehow dats really all.. lols. =x

x( tution in around 2 hrs time. EWWWW.. im dead beat lar.. barely caught a wink last night and col went off early in the morning.. but for der sake of Daniel, i shall tahan. =)) hahas.. but sometimes i juz have the thot to drop A-maths.

you are gettin on my nerves alrite. better behave urself.. im not a everything-also-will-please-you girl alrite.

HAIS. happiness is every where around me.. but i totally cant sense abit of it.. almost everyone is gettin dere isnt it? but i've still didnt moved at all.. wat a failure..

it takes 2 hands to clap, and same goes for a friendship.. if there's always only one party always takin the initiative, sooner or later, he/she will definitely get tired.. then its another's duty to take over the job.. but if der other party dun have the thot of takin the job, day by day, one cant be bothered, and de other is worned out.. mayb, dats it for dat friendship.. isnt it a waste? x(

im tired.

I BLARDY HELL HATE YOU LAR!

YVONNE DRAGGED ME TO SCHOOL TODAY.
lols. im alr prepared to not go to sch n get back to slp. but vonne threatened me. hais. i had no choice but to go. x(

okie lar. der programmes were, well, somehow entertainin larr. lols. yupp. and i LOVE the STAR that der sch gave us. hahas. =))

went to watch 'baby the helen fox' today. it was ALRITE lar. yar.. so-so lor. its not SO WONDERFUL after all. lols. its just a fox N a kid. =x (pardon me. im not an animal love nor a jap kid lover.)

wahhh~ CK IS A BIG BAD BULLY! lols. x))

you wont understand how i feel.. cus you are not me.. im not being childish.. but its just der fear in me workin up. i reali hope you can understand, so i wont need worry whole day long.. hais. but its hard to get you to know it. sometimes telepathy just dont work..


you tried to fly away.. but i was the stubborn one that refuse to let you go..

hahs. nth's good. x(

hmm. oh ya. only good news today, CALVIN OW YONG IS BACK! woohoo~ dere's nth better den dis today. =)

emergency exercise today. lols. we practically did nth other den wanderin around larr. lols. but its a good thing that we can escape from sittin under the scorchin sun. =) and, AH HUAT IS PETTY! lols.x))

stayed back after sch for soccer match. Saggi VS Taurus. saggi won 3-1. =)) lols. somehow i supported saggi. lalas. hmm. halfway thru the match i got kinda fedup lar. yup. vonne n huat made my feel much better. lols. and somehow, i think CK n CF got der wrong meaning of somethings. x)) hahs. oh ya, and not forgettin to mention, 'JH saved the day!' LOL.

i dont know wat have gotten into der damn mind of mine lar. i dont know wth im thinkin lar. im just like a small kid throwin tantrums as and when i like. argh. bitch.


i hate being selfish.

*yawns. i juz woke up an hr ago.=x.

went gym in the mornin.. kinda intensive today.. im totally beat lar. and i hate PY! she always turn one big round to insult me. x( BAD GIRL! lols. vonne was kinda moody today.. so, better not go near her. =x den we went home and i slept for another 4 hours. muahahas. x))
[p/s. to you know hu u are: der bove paragraph is not meant for ur entertainment.=x.]

i tink i wont be able to study today. im totally worn out. =x mayb i'll read my storybook. there's not much time left for my to squander away.

YTD::
daddy's home. =DD gees. for some reason after he's back from hosp, he behaves like a small kid. lols. mummy cant stand him. but i find it rather cute. x) lols.

went gor makeup lesson too. the class was cramped. it fitted exactly 16 persons. and, WOO~ its freakin noisy when adrain's outta the class. lols. and thnks Dewi for dat joke. hahs. dat was hilarious.=x and bestie is so FUNNY. irritatin stupid BABY!! and i tink he's better off w/o spects. lols. but somehow, i like der class. =))

drey went off to meet her mum after dat den vonne and me headed down to scout for dresses. i guess i'e found my ideal dress. so did vonne. but dere's dis dress dat i realli like, but somehow its der last piece and i cant fit. arghh. my whole mind was thinkin of dat dress until i almost missed my stop. luckily vonne managed to push me outta der train b4 der door closes. lols. =x

i saw him ytd. dere's no sense of excitment at all. bestie said i shld be happy.. but i duno, im not. im confused. i've no idea wtf is wrong wif me. damnit.

no im not happy.
cus you didnt smile.
im sorry. i caused all this.
im a horrible fren.
im not fit.

OH WELL. FCUK IT.

somethings are better to be left unsaid.. yupp. no use sayin it out when its like, it doesnt help at all. nth's good this few days. yup.=)

hais. i screwed up my sci common test. BUT, i passed my eng common test.LALAS. hahas. =))

I DONT GIF A BLARDY DAMN

when i saw your name blinkin away on der screen of my fone, my heart skipped. althou der conversation was short, it brought me high. =)) thnks boy.

bestie is gettin more and more hilarious this few days.. lols. hmm. more and more lame lar in fact.. lols. x)) he told me he tried to feed spiders wif ants and cockroaches will spiders will fight. how cute of dat stupid boyy. lols. dumb dumb larr. =x i guess it aint dat easy for a small boy to grow up dat fast.. rite bestie? lols. x))

haven been studyin this few days. cham liao.T.T sian.. but soon me motivation will be back soon.. MR CALVIN OW YONG! HAHAS. yupp. 3 more days and he'll be back in skool, my dear mr potato. =)) lalas. and i will start to chiong my amaths again.

HAIS. i duno WTF is on my mind lar. SIAN. argh.

science common test tml. x( *off to mugg.


i reserved a place for you..